I'm up right now it's (looks at clock) 1:01 am and I'm bored as hell, and I cannot sleep, I wish some of my friends who I get to see everyday would comment on my page, like my boy friend, ugh, I'm getting grumpy, and depressed because of lack of sleep.

this next part has nothing to do with my boy friend, I just wish he'd comment on my da, cause' I commented on his...

but for school here we go...
I just wish my friends talked to me more, makes me feel like they are putting me on a back burner until they need me the it's like oh sarah's here we want to acknowledge you now, let's talk now.

I just feel lonley and stacy graduated last year so my best friend (who's a girl) isn't with me as much and I feel like all of my friends are becoming more distant than last year, and I try to talk to them but everything else is more important, I just want someone to talk to to get me through the day at school, cause all my guy friends and my boyfriend don't have classes with me so all my bestfriends are not with me, and I have to deal with shitty teachers in the music department, which of coarse never changes, and have no one to make me smile when I need to...

I don't mean to complain I just want a hug.

I love you Zach I never have a dull moment when I, I walk into a room with you, and If I'm having a crappy day-- I feel happy with no questions asked, I am so blessed to have you in my life, I have true happiness knowing "This is the Man I will walk down the isle to and spend my Days with, I love you so much Zach you mean so much to me

Happy 3rd year anniversary

Your Love Sarah

working my ass off for so many scholarships, I've never been given the oppertunity to actually get recomended by my magnet (vocal magnet) center for the arts highschool

so I have to bust my ass and go to outside sources to get these scholarships, I've NEVER been given things on a silver platter ever

when will it be my time?
I help so many people by doing different things, and it's never for myself, I sometimes wonder will anyone ever help me?...

I envy so many people at my highschool, including my boyfriend (envyng my bf in a good way) but none the less, they have talent and are given the chance, they don't have to go far to get it, why do I have to work so damn hard for mine, I just am so tired all I want to do is sleep

It's so hard, I hate my school, well music department anyway

the teachers hold favortism in the worst way I hate them all It's a pain in the @ss I used to love music it was my passion, now it makes me sick because of second rate teachers like them.

In my opinion, if your rude and going to make children miserable, you shouldn't be a freakin' teacher

gaia won't let me get onto my account